Never thought I'd follow through but...

This time I'm really leaving, I'm gone.


http://theillwinds.tumblr.com/

NEW BRIGHT EYES OMG

"Shell Games"


"My private life is an inside joke no one will explain it to me"

Two Worlds

Saw TJ the other night at the democracy center. Obviously it was awesome. Only one guitar...still awesome. It's been impossible for me to listen to much else lately.


i want to be a loser forever, man.
you ask why i never call you back
i don’t know.
i split my brain in two, i’m alright
i’ve been in two worlds tonight.
you ask what it’s like to go insane
it’s nothing good.





Christmas is soon but I've been too busy to notice. I'll step up my game this week. Although I'm more excited for the 26th than I am for the 25th. I guess this is growing up!

Make War

Took this photo walking home though the Public Garden tonight. Thought I saw a cheshire cat or something like that...so why not.




Hello my Future Hair Cut.



Ask me how excited I am for the new Bright Eyes in 2011. SO excited.



And though you say you've found another who will surely speed you on your way
Don't let the forest grow over that path you came there by

But you will, so, so hurry up and run to the one that you love
And blind him with your kindness
And he'll make war, oh, war, on who you were before
And claim all that has spoiled in your heart

But now I tell myself I've mended under these patches of blue sky
There's still a few holes that let in a little rain
And so it's crying on my shingles, my floorboards moan under my feet
The refrigerator's whining so I've got reason to complain

But I'm not gonna bless you with such compliments, some degrading song of praise
Like the kind that converted you to me so long ago
Because the truth is that gossip's as good as gospel in this town
You can save face but you won't ever save your soul

Well it's been a year it doesn't surprise me

When I Wake up in my makeup

Holiday Party 12/10.I like how I am hosting one not at my apartment. Good thing I have friends that don't mind :)






BFF's

"I'm better than i was, but I am not the statue of liberty. Do you care that I am still a sucky girl? Because I don't care."

The people I should love, I hate...

I've always wondered

Farewell anything at sbux that isn't str8 up coffee. And only 1 a day. Hello lot's of water.
Farewell dining out. Hello soup and cereal.
Farewell cab rides home- hello drunken stumbles home.

I think I'll survive.


And what I really mean by all of this is how can I pay rent with enough money leftover for ill clothing and shoes.

Somethings gotta give and nothing tastes as good as new clothing/looking cool.

duh duh duh obvz obvz obvz.

Marvelous Things

Last week I saw Die Antwoord on Tuesday


I saw Eisley on Wednesday
Listen to this song because it's truly beautiful/incredible/breathtaking/addicting
I can't even explain how enchanting it was live.



I was a Juggalette by Saturday

and Joan Jett on Sunday.


But to give you a better idea because I yi yi I I am your butterfly here we go:





Sunday I also went to SOWA with Caitlin and wheelz. Picked up a few great things.
While I am no watch snob I enjoy this $5 gem


and while shopping through the indoor vintage portion I let a vendor know that I was in search of new boots. He ended up working for Bobbys. While there weren't any in my size he ended up walking me over to the store where he searched near and far and by far I mean their warehouse for a good pair. I was honestly just looking for a pair of black lace up boots but then fate stepped in and I found these:




Obviously I bought them!


Anyways I feel like halloween made people/things extra weird this weekend. Like do you buy a coffee everday? Do you hate when a new employee is awkward and strange and throws off your daily motions? There is one sbux employee that has really been ruining everything about my mornings since he stepped into the world of coffee. He is the worst. Rings me up for wrong things etc etc etc He's truly a gem to communicate with because in all honesty he is impossible.

Anyways a friend of mine and I text all the time about our encounters with him. On halloween I got this series of texts:


obviously I had to go see for myself:


I really wish I had snapped a pic of his painted face.

And a big thanks to Square for makeup this weekend.

Dear John

Going to review every song off the new T Swift one by one.

"Dear John" is a song about John Mayer (duh!) This song is by far one of my favorites off "Speak Now" I don't have much to say other than the lyrics are great the song is a bit repetitive, but it doesn't get boring.

Maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Maybe it's you and your sick need to give love and take it away
and you add my name to a long list of traitors who don't understand
and I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said "run as fast as you can"



I'm shining like fireworks over your sad empty town.

ZG LIVE

I'm So Gifted At Finding What I Don't Like The Most

But he's just afraid to show it.

Lately

Hate it or love it

The underdogs on top.



Hello promotion. Making real money will be odd.

You've Got Me Walkin on the Moon

Went to the Big E with my Mom on Monday. We saw sculptures of butter (rather gross) strolled through the state buildings ate lot's of food. Saw a bunch of animals. Watched baby chicks hatch for way too long. Learned about Bees!







Saw 2 huge bears.

Found a few of my dad's boy scout kits for a Native American costume. Cool boxes.




I get to see Nicole this weekend. That makes my life so much better. Blink if you want us.



"DJing" with the girls is becoming a regular thing. Kind of fun. We're getting better.