"I'm better than i was, but I am not the statue of liberty. Do you care that I am still a sucky girl? Because I don't care."

The people I should love, I hate...

I've always wondered

Farewell anything at sbux that isn't str8 up coffee. And only 1 a day. Hello lot's of water.
Farewell dining out. Hello soup and cereal.
Farewell cab rides home- hello drunken stumbles home.

I think I'll survive.


And what I really mean by all of this is how can I pay rent with enough money leftover for ill clothing and shoes.

Somethings gotta give and nothing tastes as good as new clothing/looking cool.

duh duh duh obvz obvz obvz.

Marvelous Things

Last week I saw Die Antwoord on Tuesday


I saw Eisley on Wednesday
Listen to this song because it's truly beautiful/incredible/breathtaking/addicting
I can't even explain how enchanting it was live.



I was a Juggalette by Saturday

and Joan Jett on Sunday.


But to give you a better idea because I yi yi I I am your butterfly here we go:





Sunday I also went to SOWA with Caitlin and wheelz. Picked up a few great things.
While I am no watch snob I enjoy this $5 gem


and while shopping through the indoor vintage portion I let a vendor know that I was in search of new boots. He ended up working for Bobbys. While there weren't any in my size he ended up walking me over to the store where he searched near and far and by far I mean their warehouse for a good pair. I was honestly just looking for a pair of black lace up boots but then fate stepped in and I found these:




Obviously I bought them!


Anyways I feel like halloween made people/things extra weird this weekend. Like do you buy a coffee everday? Do you hate when a new employee is awkward and strange and throws off your daily motions? There is one sbux employee that has really been ruining everything about my mornings since he stepped into the world of coffee. He is the worst. Rings me up for wrong things etc etc etc He's truly a gem to communicate with because in all honesty he is impossible.

Anyways a friend of mine and I text all the time about our encounters with him. On halloween I got this series of texts:


obviously I had to go see for myself:


I really wish I had snapped a pic of his painted face.

And a big thanks to Square for makeup this weekend.

Dear John

Going to review every song off the new T Swift one by one.

"Dear John" is a song about John Mayer (duh!) This song is by far one of my favorites off "Speak Now" I don't have much to say other than the lyrics are great the song is a bit repetitive, but it doesn't get boring.

Maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Maybe it's you and your sick need to give love and take it away
and you add my name to a long list of traitors who don't understand
and I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said "run as fast as you can"



I'm shining like fireworks over your sad empty town.

ZG LIVE